It may be a first…
I ran into someone in Walmart this evening that I haven’t seen in a LONG time. And for the first time, I did not mention that I had just survived cancer. Seems that I manage to work it into any and every conversation that I have with people I meet or with people I haven’t seen in a while. I’m not sure why I do that. Poor unsuspecting people just having a conversation and I go and drop a bomb like that. But I just can’t help myself. It has been such a HUGE thing in my life. I don’t think I’ve fully even dealt with the reality of it or how it has changed my thinking or how it still affects me today both physically and emotionally.
It was a quick conversation, but I didn’t even mention it. Does this mean I’m moving on? Maybe moving forward? Whatever I’m doing, it may be gone from every conversation, but definitely not forgotten.
I have had so many blogs floating around in my head, but I just do not have time to blog anymore. Maybe as things settle down, I’ll get a chance to write more. OHHH…hahahahahahahahahahaha!